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#37 // HKJ

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 00:49:19 GMT

Friday, Saturday and Sunday I had so much fun as the Exibition AJK of Japan Cultural Day here in my school.

I had so much fun! Never saw and talked to that much Japanese before! and there's this one cute boy from SBPI Kuantan. I really wanted his ms profile T_T.

I miss you guys so much too! I saw that teru is online again. I miss you all so much. I might move to and fro from this journal to my will-be-made blogger account due to my friends' suggestions. Help me find a cute url XDD

#36 // Astronaut at my previous school ?

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 15:10:02 GMT

I swear I never fell in love for him at first.

I met Malaysia's 1st Astronaut at school today *dies*
He was here to celebrate and give a speech on his trip to ISS specially for the launching of SMK Dato' Abdul Rahman Yaakub(SMKDary) as the 'adopted school' of Technology Park Malaysia Corporation. Our school is the first to be adopted all for our - mostly transffered to boarding school - excellence. Oh shit. We're not even here to experience the benefits as the students of the so-called 'adopted school'. I want to transfer back *cries*. And believe me it was like watching TVXQ walking pass you. He's not like Yunho though. He looks the same as in the posters & book even through first hand eye contact. But he is so much cooler and admirable for his effort and courage to bring up Malaysia's name to the eyes of the world. Now, I felt like buying his DVDs and Books. *sees wallet*

As for his photos, I uploaded most of it in myspace but here's some of them.

I'm not officially a stalker of Dr Sheikh. He is not the cute guy kind of person whom I love but an alpha male with a smile which could melts everyone's heart. Even Hikary bounce up and down gasping for air after realizing we were actually having a conversation with Dr Sheikh. omo! I forgot to mention the mission. We were given a mission to shoot a little video of Dr Sheikh in which he would give out a small speech or words of encouragements for the SPM candidates or Batch Celebration Day in my case. but. we. failed. end.

I miss my free-wheeling days with the guys&girls of 3KAA08. They grow up so well. So cheery and laughing away their misery. I miss you guys so much!

Classmates of 4SC1 & 4SC2 goodbye . .

Classmates of Gopeng here I come . .

And tommorow at 3 I'll be going back to Gopeng. Oh sucks.

#35 // Mid-Term strucks me xD

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 03:35:31 GMT

As promised . . .

Most probably others didn't study quite well the past 4 months.

the pointer should shows everything so i don't need to upload the marks cause they're horrible.

Mostly they're 2A's, a B's (+Math) and someone help me i got C in Biology. *cries*

I'll be back at my school nuuuun di ceruk alam starting 4 houres from now. *hugs&kisses* bye guys ♥ sorry i didn't visit all of you.

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#34 // S.O.S

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 15:46:49 GMT

OH. MY. GOD.

How can I say this.
The head-girl & head-boy of the school is going to give his&her 'mandat' to the next generation of head-girl & head-boy. Which means we are closer to become the Fivers. Which means we must handle a lot of programs (Muslimah Night, MPKI, Language & Culture Month, France Culture Day, Japanese Culture Day, SBP Culture Day, Sports Day, T.E.A.M., R&D Week, Interviews for Cyber Brigade Team, Prefects & Librarians, etc) but still. 2009 intake students & 2006 intake students JUST DON'T GET ALONG! We(09' intakers) tried our best closing the gap BUT they resist to be friended with us. Worst cause they blame us when the wardens brought up the fenomena during a Form4 gatherings. heh . . .

I chopped off a chicken's head! Last week there's this 'slaughter' thing and Form4 students are in-charge of the slaughtering. I never even hold chicken in one hand and sharply sharped knife in another. It was interesting thing to do though & for the rest of the week we ate chickens chickens and MORE chickens! XDD

In colaboration of Hikary's post; I think I won't be making another blog for me to babble about my life in the hostel (Do you know how famous that idea is as essay or public speaking title? Even the debates qualification test's motion!). Instead I'll put everything in here where I started my online life. Hm. It makes me want to cry . . .

and gee! I got my mid-term result uploaded in the school sys. I shall take the screenshot by next morning. I don't hv PS in this old crappy laptop. Need to save up to buy a notebook. I want to sneak one to the hostel xd!

p.s. I can't believe it either, how I manage to write small entry. I envy this girl(amnesiac_5 ) though. Very small or minute to be exact but it is so interesting to read.

IMISSYOUGUYSSOMUCH <3

#33 // GiBS is my new place to hype!

Sat, 30 May 2009 06:38:08 GMT

OH MAH GOSH!

After 2 months I can finally get my hands on my comp again. I miss this place so much.
My friggin' MSSSSSSNNNNNNNN~~~ *dead* Sorry for being such a bad friend [ ㅠ_ㅠ]

I never did this before but I saw a lot of ppl doing entries with photographs in them. Haha. I used to not like sending pictures but this photo change my stand. I love the sky in Gopeng. So wide and clear cause my school is located on the hills of Gopeng.

Dorm mates are quite fun, the school didn't group us according to grad year but mix the whole grades together. Mutiara 2 (Pearl2) consist of 5 Form5 students, 5 Form4 students, 2 Form3 students, 2 Form2 students & 2 Form1 students. One of the juniors is a hardcore jpop fans. Her whole locker is filled with Nakamaru Yuichi's pictures. She is small but never insult Yuichi in front of her, she'll chase you all round the school. I did once. Ouch. Form4 students are needed to update the house board but the only thing i like about the board is the house name 'Mutiara' is written in katakana(jp). We hv students learning japanese here. I borrowed all their textbooks XDD i should stop though cause exam is just too tough. Last 2 weeks I did my mid year exam and 2 days ago, right after Additional Mathematics exam, my clsmates & I sneaked into the staff room and found out that no one score more than 59% in Biology (me=57%) and I got 33/40 in Modern Mathematics Paper 1. sheesh.

I'm on holiday!! for 2 weeks. ♥

Flicking through my last days ★ let us protect this memory

Fri, 20 Mar 2009 13:17:23 GMT

Once I thought, I'll never have to leave everything I put together, pieces by pieces, little by little. Life does everything we ever wanted but never at the perfect moment . . .

TO MY DEARLY FRIENDS VIRTUALLY

Θ Very much thanks for all kind of support and love from the deepest part of my heart.
Θ I had always realized how little I did to repay your tender and care all through our friendship.
Θ This was never fake. I really truly love you guys who personally talked to me and cheered me up everytime I nudge you on MSN.
Θ My utmost apology for MIA-ing throughout 2009. I sent my post but reply to not much of you guys. Mianhae.
Θ Thank you so much for making my life full of coloures rather than just plain black 2 years ago.
Θ I may forget your name, usernames, or even that we talked but you have my support no matter what will ever happen.
Θ I'll always remember the days we spent all day long destroying our eyes together and will forever awaits our reunion to come.
Θ Happy Belated & Upcoming Birthday *saengil chuka hamnida~ saengil chuka hamnida~~~~ saranghaneun chingu yaaaaa~~~~ saengil chuka hamnidaaaa~~~~~~~~ confetti ! ! ! *
Θ I love you guys too much that I have to go. yeah . . .?
Θ Cassiopeias . . . Please take care of our adorable maknae, our playful leader, our lovable umma, our squishable mouse and our hilarious dolphin. I abandonned them quite a while and felt really really bad and regretted it.
Θ SHINee World, Triple S, ELF, SONE, VIP, etc I love you guys forever!
Θ You may f-cut me. Nothing is harsh when your f-cutted friend didn't update for two loooong years, fully understood.
Θ Reply to this only if you really care, I don't want you to reply only to make me feel better . . . . ☆

Get what I meant? Curious enough?

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Imma following my clique lead

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i'm leaving

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yup . . . .

Through you guys experience , hikary22 made a post like this, I'll be leaving for 2 years as I got accepted to Intergrated Fully Residential School Gopeng, Perak. This virus pop-up never appeared on my monitor for any submission to intergrated school but I got one, second intake which means is more complicated. Why I decided to go? I never decide but my parents did. I just can't say no to them about this whole boarding school thing. 2nd why? They didn't get the chance to go to boarding school during their time so I kinda represent(?) them. Out of words, I'll just go and try to stay alive. Huh.

I shouldn't think about this anymore. The more I think the more I feel like jumping off the roof or something. Bye everyone. Trust me, you're super lucky if I visited your journal cause my awaited life is kinda packed. Better prepare an oxygen tank. I love you guys so much ♥

*HHHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEESSSSSSSS*

That's it in my recent post for the rest of two years . . . ★

#31 // Irritating Teacher??

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 13:39:01 GMT

Even though I hate her so much due to her irritatingness at least she give a little less homework than my previous teacher do.

Haven't touched PS for around a month. Kinda impressing how I manage to make kinda decent header to compliment the layout itself XD which i think clearly shows the absentness of creativity and lack of time. The sooner i finish with the header the faster i could start with my homework. Thank god tommorow is a school holiday wheeeeeeee! *bouncearound* but still no internet *boooooooo* cause my mum told me we'll be going somewhere which she wouldn't tell. I need to do my homework!!

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Math
IslamicStudies
MalayLang
EngDiary
AdditionalMath

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12:34pm -- Happy Birthday to lavhire ! I don't know where have you been cause your journal is too empty(?). but you did reply to owdray 's latest entry. well, wishing you a Happy Birthday and have a wonderous days alll year long! ♥ saeng il chukka hamnida~ saeng il chukka hamnida~ saranghaneun lavhire-wihae~~ saeng il chukka hamnida~

*runawayfromangrymum*

#30 // crying. i'm useless.

Sat, 31 Jan 2009 04:26:44 GMT

as my tears flows through my cheeks, the only thing i hope wouldn't happen is my mum coming home from fieldtrip and my dad stop watching the tv.

people says it's okay to cry but does crying really makes something turn out better. no. especially when you lost your last chance to change your life. i'm stuck here with the worse teacher i ever had and i lost my friends. i lost again. i never beat them yet. never in my life. how can i overcome and hold on to all the responsibilities they put onto me? i'm useless when it comes to taking responsibilities. i never been the front line in something. i'm always the backup line, second line in everything i do and now they just walks away from me. when will my day come? everyday is everyone else's day and my day never came. never once. i hate my life more than everything now. crying do nothing. everything fails! fails! my life is ruined.

mrsm rejected my submission. damn arabic paper!

#29 // an apology.

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 14:19:02 GMT

do you remember how many times I said I'm sorry in my journal? Guess it's too much then. I should stop delaying my journal entries next time. Stupid schools and stuff. They stole my journaling times away *cries*

this is an official declare. this journal will no longer be an f-lock journal. i don't really like this but this is the only way i could share my thoughts with my schoolmates & 89% or my Msian friends. i hope i don't flood your f-list with my random ramblings and sometimes i may post in Malay instead of english sometimes but i promise 99% of it will be in English. you may un-friend me if you want to — ~~no please don't~~ — i don't wanna feel bad for flooding you f-list [**. ]

and I also officially change my layout. for people who may visited me the past few weeks will realize i changed my layout a couple of times — 24 times to be exact. this babyblueturquoiseish layout will stay for a couple of months until i change it again. header image will come later — can't manage to get my hand on photoshop yet.

two of my besties got an offer and will respectively tranfer to their new school on 10th february — boarding school and leaving me here in the deserted school of something. i can't believe the mrsm offer is delayed too. at least i want an offer from them. idk if i ever wanna leave but i don't wanna stay too. maybe katy perry's hot & cold suit me well.

happy birthday jaejoong! I didn't missed it but it was kinda confuse that night in Msian Cassiopeia cause around 12 am GMT+9 they were arguing about following Msian time or Korean/Japanese time. lols